"Just look at us. Everything is backwards. Everything is upside-down.

Doctors destroy health, lawyers destroy justice, universities destroy knowledge, governments destroy freedom, the major media destroy information, and religion destroys spirituality."

Dr. Michael Milner, Hypnotist

As I've stated before, and as some of you already know, I have been doing lots and lots of work on Self. Fixing myself so that I can reflect that back on to the Universe.

Assistance from great healers like Peter Roth have been incredibly helpful in encouraging my health and intuitive development. He holds classes at the Heart River Center at heartriver.org if you want to check him. Medical intuitive Stewart Swerdlow has also been extremely helpful as well. His website Expansions.com is a bastion of intuitive information. As well as Richard Rudd over at Genekeys.net regarding Human Design.

But, at this very moment, I am watching this extremely interesting video from Michael Tsarion.

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-8545585184878490822

I can't say that I've ever heard him speak before. This video is definitely worth watching. No matter what you may think or think you think, the world is changing. In a very profound way. It's time we all started to pay attention.

Too long again. I just got out of the studio recording the new Gay Disco Trio CD with Jim (Black) and Trevor (Dunn). We are psyched. Did it a Sear Sound with Andy Taub. Whom, by the way, is a freakin' genius.

I think the music came out really nice and the sounds were just as incredible. I look forward to editing and mixing this thing to get it ready for release late summer or in the fall on Skirl. Stay tuned for that!

I'm heading out on tour to Europe with TYFT for the month of May. Check Hilmar's myspace page for details as well as the Skirl website.

Latest news on the brain is....nice brain. I had a scan 3 weeks ago and all is clear. Doctors are still unimpressed but I'm unaffected. I'm stronger than they are and it scares them. We all are stronger.

It's been great touring and running into everyone lately. I've enjoyed having my life back. Playing music as if I've never played before. Fun shit!!!

Andrew

January 25th Blob Entry.

Hello my friends.

Today is an amazing day. Somehow in the chronicles of linear time, a year seems to mean something. Birthdays are a good example. And for me, this day, one year ago, I had my first seizure. However, this day, one year later, I am healthy. 100% so. I can't say that I had a huge celebration or anything but there is one thing I did do, I gave the most biggest hugest greatest gigantic thank you hug to everyone of you. I prayed and meditated and thought and focused and did everything with my humanly powers to give my gratitude to everyone for all of the help and love I have received over the past year. As I travel the world and closer, I meet so many people who were out there sending healing energy and love my way. Amazing. Something I don't think I even realized fully at the time. But hey, it worked. You fixed me, I fixed me, and now I get to have my life back. You should be proud of yourselves for doing what you did. Taking time to help someone in a positive way. I am truly blessed.

Just imagine how much power we have to cause positive change in the world. I'm living proof. Personally, I think we should keep it up.

I love you more than I can say in this note. It's bigger than words.

Happy day for me.

Andrew

Hi everyone. Long time.

I feel like I owe you at least the opportunity or right, should I say, to know what my health status is. Most certainly at this point I have been in contact with a lot of you, although, there are many who I have not seen or spoken with. I apologize for my isolation. In many ways though, it was necessary for my healing process. Essential actually. Time spent in the cave healing and getting myself together not just physically but emotionally and spiritually as well. It's been an incredible journey to say the least. Part of me hesitated to type on the blog these past few months because somehow in my mind, I associated it with all the turmoil I had gone through. It took me a minute to get through that. So I could share with you my current situation.

The best news is, I'm doing amazingly well. On November 12th I had my latest MRI scan and follow up with Dr. Nolan at Sloan Kettering. It has been something like 9 months since the 'discovery' of my tumor in late January. The first surgery being on February 8th, if memory serves me correctly, and the second on March 25th. It really doesn't feel like it has been that long since all this happened. And yet, in another way, if feels like it has been a lifetime.

No matter what though, the most recent scans found no tumor or cancer. Nothing to speak of. So my family is very happy. Me too :o) Even the doctors were noticeably impressed with the results. Since of course, I chose not to do their treatment. And in their minds I was pretty much taking my life into my own hands. Something they're not used to I guess. Although, after all the self-healing work I've been doing, I wasn't surprised that I got a clean bill of health. Not to be arrogant here but I have been seriously working my butt off to get well. Something I did with every ounce of strength and self motivation I had.

Right now I'm on tour with my trio here in Europe and carrying an entire suitcase full of items pretty much dedicated to my healing regime. You know, vitamins, herbs, hemp proteins and oils, plus other elixirs and powders to help me sustain good health and well being while traveling. Not only for this tour but every trip I've taken in the last 6 months have been this way. Carrying my will to survive not just in my heart but in a suitcase as well. It's an arduous task but one I'm more than willing to take on. In fact, it's been my pleasure to do so.

Most importantly though, I wanted everyone to know that I was whole once again. Living an incredibly vital life. Happy to be sustained in a healthy physical environment. Still so full of the love everyone of you gave me. Something that I will be eternally grateful for. After all, it's because of you that I have been able to even afford the regime I have. Practically every vitamin I take. Every healer I see. Every step I make to heal myself, is because you all facilitated it. I can't say thank you enough.

Sometimes I look back and see how amazing my friends were to me during all this. Especially my close friends. They were just simply astounding. It's something I think about almost on a daily basis. Thanking God for giving these amazing people to me. Bringing them close to my existence so that they could love me through this life threatening experience. I'm so amazed at their fortitude. I love them. Whomever has reached out to me. In what ever way you did. I love you too.

I don't think I have a lot to say here other than what's already been said. I'm alive. I'm healthy. I'm cancer free. I'm playing music. I'm traveling. I'm finding life to be astoundingly beautiful. For all of this I am grateful. And I will remain this way forever more. That you can count on.

Andrew

The text I borrowed from this website and the individual Ken Aldachi. Interesting website to say the least. I'm hoping this is not considered stealing but spreading the word....

By Ken Adachi
http://educate-yourself.org/cancer/
February 26, 2002


Now we come to you. You are reading this page because you either know someone who has cancer, or you have cancer yourself., or far more rarely, you want to find out how to beat cancer before you are confronted with that grim diagnosis. The vast majority of you (or your loved ones) have likely already gone through the 'best' that the Sloan Ketterings of the world have to offer and now you're being told that "there's nothing more that can be done" or " It's in God's Hands", etc.

Of course, your bank account or your insurance company is $300K or $500K or $750K poorer than it was before receiving your Sloan Kettering style treatment and now you no longer own your home, having sold it or mortgaged it to the hilt in order to get the money to pay the miracle workers of the allopathic cancer industry. You've gone through your retirement savings and 401 k's or borrowed all you could from your relatives and friends to pay for their wonderful life saving treatment that- unfortunately-didn't work. In all fairness, they did tell you up front that they couldn't guarantee anything, but they indicated to you that you had a 40, 50, or 60% or perhaps a "good" chance of making it-at least for 5 years. Five years of continued breathing on the planet from the day of your cancer diagnosis now being the official, sanctified, and anointed recasting of the "new" definition of the word "cure" by the American Medical Association and the American Cancer Society.

Just so you know, if you die of cancer or its complications just one day after your 5 year anniversary date, you are still statistically carried as a "successful cure"; advertised and touted to the next cancer patient coming in through the front door to use in their spiel to him about his 40, or 50, or 60, or 70% chance of being "cured" with their marvelous, patented, and expensive chemo, radiation, and surgery treatments.

So what's the reality? A study completed in 1993 by a German biostatistician named Ulrich Abel found that the overall success rate for most cancers treated with standard allopathic treatment (chemo, radiation, & surgery) was just 4%. That's right. Statistically averaged, 96% of cancer patients treated conventionally died of cancer or from complications related to their 'treatment'. The only group of cancers treated conventionally that had a higher batting average were some blood cancers such as leukemia or Hodgskins which approached a 35% success rate.

Also, for your edification, only those allopathic physicians approved by the AMA and the American Cancer Society have the legal authority to use the word "cure" with reference to cancer treatment. Anyone else who dares utter that four letter word in a public forum and is not on the AMA's approved list, can face serious jail time or heavy fines. That Federal law was pushed through by the AMA and their friends a few years ago. How's that for free speech?

Well, I've been pondering lately where to take the blog. For me, I know I needed a break because in a lot of ways, it reminded me of the past. It was associating itself in my mind to my situation. A situation I have gone through and am still going through. But I've always been one of those people who likes to move on. Get the brain tumor out of there, rid myself of the cancer, get healthy, and get on with life. That's my thing. So writing on the blog, because I was tiring of talking about brain cancer and brain tumors, needed to morph into something else.

Early on, for those of you who read from day one, I mentioned I wanted to use this opportunity to gather myself. To become aware and seek enlightenment. Whatever that meant at that time. It's an amazing thing to wake up from this dream we call life. Slowly. Kind of like a lazy saturday afternoon of gently getting out of bed. No rush. Slowly rising and coming out of that dream state. It's truly remarkable.

Since Tumor, I have been receiving all kinds of information from the universe. Seriously, all kinds! And really heeding it as well as enjoying the process. If I'm going to continue to write on this blog, it's going to turn to my journey of understanding our destiny as a human race. It really intrigues me and the more I discover, the more I desire to not have my mind in charge anymore. I'm done being a slave to my minds eye. Something I think eventually a lot of us will come to realize. Something that really excites me as well. If I can be one with every person and thing in this existence, then I will have arrived.

I guess what I'm saying is that since I'm kind of on the other side of all this physical manifesting dis-ease, I want to now use the energy and wisdom I have to both grow grey hair (as I am so aptly doing) and forge ahead into the new existence with fortitude.

Below is just a sampling of what I've been reading and receiving. It's an excerpt from an eBook on the Nine-Centered Awakening by Ra Uru Hu. Basically, Human Design. You can scroll backwards and see my human design chart that I posted. His claim, which I believe, is that we have moved from being seven-chakra being to a nine-centered being. Well, we have already been making this transition since 1781 when it first began to unfold. I'm so feeling this change in humanity. From generalized astrology to very specific and unique human design. I want to enter the higher dimensions and intend to do so. If you go to their website, Jovian you'll find some interesting things there. Also, if you're not attracted to Human Design, check out Genekeys. Another perspective on the same opportunity we have as a human race.

No matter what you may think of these perspectives, to me they are real. It's only logical that human kind makes transitions when necessary. We have certainly fucked up this world. Or should I say, our minds have. And no one seems to want to take credit. Sure, if you win a million dollars, you're all like "look what I did" but if GW Bush runs the country into the ground your like "look what THEY did". I got news for you folks, we all take part in everything that happens. No matter what it is. For me, it's better to take some responsibility. Just the other day the Universe challenged me to live without shame and to die without being ashamed. And that means on any level whether it be the Government I didn't 'elect' or a murder I don't know. I can't fix those things in any other way than self. If I wake up. If I live without shame. If I die without being shameful. If I live in self honesty, then I can repair because I am repaired.

That's my goal anyway. Awareness. Enlightenment. Shamelessness. Self honesty. Living in a unified existence. That's where I'm headed and therefore, that's what I'll most likely post about here. This entry is just the tip of the iceberg compared to everything I've been experiencing lately related to all this. It's actually been a remarkable few weeks for me. Realizing that disease doesn't mean death necessarily and death doesn't necessarily mean you die.

Anyway, more on this later. For now, here's just a snip from this eBook. Probably not doing the lecture justice (it seems the book is a transcript of a lecture given) but I thought the quote about health was pertinent and wanted to share it. Let me know your thoughts as always. andrewdangelo@earthlink.net

"We are not the old model. We cannot rely on mind. We aer so different. We are so different to the extent that the mind itself has gone through mutation. At the deeper levels of this knowledge, we know the mind has evolved into a binary system that is very different in the way in which its predecessor operated. Half of all the human beings coming into the world now have a receptive consciousness that is new. And yet, they are being constantly conditioned from the moment they comeinto this life by the past, by the old model, by the old philosophies, the old gods, and the old moralities. Just because they're dressed up in 21st century clothing doesn't mean they're new. It doesn't.

It's like health. Health is one of those areas everybody at the mundane level has to be concerned about. It's one of the few times they pay attention to their forms. Go into a pharmacy, a drugstore and look at the things that are on sale there, the mass-produced remedies, generalized phenomena. This is not who you are. You're not somebody that particular bottle of that particular kind of remedy is pointed at. It's a bucket of paint. It's just being thrown at the wall, his or miss. It has nothing to do with us. "

Here's their example of the imagery or our transition....